| Damn havent touch this in ages but soon i will write in it hahahha... |
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| Yup came back to temple and things seem to be back to normal been having allot of problems but its seems that in life problems come and go...I know sometime its hard but Im nto gonna give up no matter what thats why Im still here still writing a entry when i can hahaha...
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| Hmmm Been thinking lately should I come back to temple but i realize I should cause i miss the kids so damn much. Im hoping sub way will call me back cause I really need a day job cause damn staying at home is a big pain in the buns. I mob I clean I cook and design my own cloths what more do you want from a guy like this hahaha. Its liek the saying you can fill to much water in a flower put but yet it will grow the same as not putting to much water. The weather is been so freaken hot and damn summer is almost over. Allot has change since last year new friends new way of life and new goals. I need to start saving up some mula hahahha cause damn being poor sucks ass poo. The state of grace can shine so bright but likely shades of grey are hidden to what you see. Thats how i feel and thats my mood. I end this entry saying man sometimes I wish Im just a kid againa nd sometimes I wonder if things came out differently then they are now How would i be hahahahha but hey thats life and you have to live with it - its better of knowing you did something then not....... |
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| Damn haven't update this site for ages but yet I feel like i I have a reason to now update this thing. U see not so far along long long time ago I met someone and like we went through some pretty good and crazy times, but then some how I missed things up and I havent talk to her since till this day. I didnt realize that through her I changed so much until we talk it was kinda like opening a book that once lost some chapters and now the chapters are in its place again. I dont know what the out come of what this will be but i surely know that as long as i can give her an ear so she can talk and tell me about her problems then I should be alright. I know that theres not much that can happen but as long as both of us can try to be happy then thats all that matter for now.
I planted a seed today hoping it to grow until a beautyful flower but months past and nothing grew until one day I talk to it and ask why didnt it grow the next morning I saw a stem out of the dirt.
Closing this entry by saying sometimes things arent meant the way they seem but who know what you end up with in the end. A long road is ahead but taking that same road can make you end up in two different places......Mystic |
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| The mood is good today yet I took the time to remake my xanga and my myspace which has a new feeling to it and yet I will continue to walk with my chucks both me and her...lol |
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